Wednesday, December 8, 2010

butterflies

erin has her winter concert tonight. i went to the daytime concert with all the elementary school kids this morning so we don't have to bring meg and chris tonight since they've already seen it and meg is on antibiotics for the beginning of bronchitis.
she looks adorable in her shiny white blouse, borrowed black velvet skirt and grey suede flats. she's going with just her dad. she wanted me to come tonight. she gets nervous to be on stage and during this morning's performance she looked a little nervous and didn't look up or smile at all. so instead of building up her confidence i instead brushed her hair and yelled at her when she screamed at me because the brush was getting caught in her hair and kept telling her to tuck in her shirt. noone tucked in their shirt today.  i think i said something about no tv for 2 days and no "teenage tv" shows until 2011.
she was at school at 745 this morning for rehearsal, 930 concert, ccd at 230, saxophone lesson at 530 and back to school at 630 for the second performance of the day. i feel like a jerk. my stomach feels all fluttery because i feel like i ruined her night.

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